Tonight I created my sacred space. It is in my room and almost ready for me to just 'be'. There are a few things I have yet to add but I love the way it is turning out. So far I have added things that remind me of my loved ones who have passed away, inspirational quotes, candles, and my gratitude book. I am hoping to take a few minutes each day and spend time focusing on me in my new space. I will take a picture and add it to the blog once I am done. This little task was recommended in the book Simple Abundance.
I went to The Healing Place today and was told that I was absolutely in need of it. My root was out, my solar plexus was closed, my throat and my head was closed. How I functioned....I'll never know. And to think that I was actually feeling better in the last few days. LOL! I feel so much better right now. Although I am currently listening to my son sob because it is that time of night, I still feel ok. Chloe is sitting on my lap and Diego is right next to me. I find comfort in their warmth and their unconditional love. Craig, Gavin and I sat on the porch tonight and talked. Not that it helped but it made me realize that the three of us can work together as a team to try to fix the situation. However, Gavin really isn't on board with anything right now. Time will heal him as well as his therapy.
My brother stopped over and we had a good conversation. It is nice to hear how many people are on our side and willing to help out. I will be going to therapy with Gavin next week since it is my turn. I am excited to see what the therapist has to say. Maybe he can give us some clue on how to deal with Gavin better. For now I am just going to be thankful that we are all healthy. We all have a roof over our heads. We have food on the table and a place to sleep. I have so many things to be thankful for today.
I am thankful for:
the quote I just read "If you want people to like you, you have to like yourself first."
my sacred space
my amazing friends and family
my jeep being fixed and inspected.
The Healing Place
Heather R. for checking up on me today ( :
the warm weather
Zumba this morning which was so much fun!
bills being paid
a good nights sleep
a clean house
the awesome news I heard tonight!
Easter this Sunday!
the Feline Frenzy event on Saturday with Christine and her husband
being able to communicate with my ex
Shawn being so understanding
Jennifer G for making me laugh
new clothes (thank you mom!)
the power of prayer