A Sign From My Angels

The quote I received this morning from playing The Secret Memory Game:

The truth is that the Universe has been answering you all of your life, but you cannot receive the answers unless you are aware. Be aware of everything around you, because you are receiving the answers to your questions in every moment of the day. The channels those answers can come through are unlimited. They could be delivered in the form of a newspaper headline that attracts your attention, or overhearing someone speaking, or a song on the radio, or signage on a truck passing by, or receiving a sudden inspiration. Remember to remember, and become aware.

For most of you, you already know that music is a very big part of my life. I am about to share a story with you that you may not believe or even understand.

A couple of weeks ago I was struggling. I found that my positive outlook on life was slowly turning negative and something needed to change. I had read an article some time ago about how our angels try to contact us. Some of the ways are through signs, people we meet, and music. After reading this article I started to open my eyes a bit more and to hear things that I think I was ignoring. At work I turn on the lights and then the radio. Every day for about a week there was a song on that I had never heard. I am pretty good at ignoring the radio at work but for some reason this song seemed to stick out like a sore thumb. It seemed to be on ALL the time! I could not fully understand the words and they never seemed to say who sang it or the title. So, one night during a class I decided to search Youtube.com. After listening to a million songs (at least it seemed like a million) I found it. I looked up the lyrics then to read something that opened my eyes very wide. It was everything I have been feeling inside for a while now but was not ready to face. Of course I started to ball and head for the bathroom. The song was definitely a sign from my angels saying that I need to change my life and that change was totally ok. The song is Where I Stood By Missy Higgins. I have to tell you, once I had the realization of what I was hearing over and over again, I have not heard the song.....not even once. So listen and be aware, have an open mind and believe. You never know what your angels are trying to tell you unless you are really listening.

Where I Stood by Missy Higgins:
I don't know what I've done
Or if I like what I've begun
But something told me to run
And honey you know me it's all or none

There were sounds in my head
Little voices whispering
That I should go and this should end
Oh and I found myself listening

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

See I thought love was black and white
That it was wrong or it was right
But you ain't leaving without a fight
And I think I am just as torn inside

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood

And I won't be far from where you are if ever you should call
You meant more to me than anyone I ever loved at all
But you taught me how to trust myself and so I say to you
This is what I have to do

'Cos I dont know who I am, who I am without you
All I know is that I should
And I don't know if I could stand another hand upon you
All I know is that I should
'Cos she will love you more than I could
She who dares to stand where I stood
Oh, she who dares to stand where I stood

What I am thankful for today:
signs from my angels
dinner with my family tonight
my children
music
knowing that change is ok and GOOD
a sense of peace
The Secret for turning my life around into a positive one
my friends
my family
Jamie for always telling me she is there and how much she loves me
Jenny for giving me confidence
Buffy for reminding me how strong I am
my sister-in-law for just being her
my mom for always being there for me
Diane for always 'checking up on me' she calls it pestering...LOL!
my happiness
a long, healthy, happy future