Today...

What an amazing day! Dancing with Shani at work is so silly and fun. Who else can say that they get paid to act like a kid? So far working for the preschool has been a wonderful experience.

I went to lunch with my friend Lenore. She is soooo sweet. The last time I really talked to her for any length of time was running in the fun run last year together at the school. We had a great lunch and great conversation.

I went to Jennifer G's to get some crafting done. I had made 10 post-it note holders in which I wanted to finish. Although I wasn't there long, it was nice to hang out for a little. I also got a chance to spend the night with Kayla and Cindy. Kayla and I went shopping together to get her school clothes. Aparently she gives her mom a hard time so I decided to give it a try. It was a lot of fun!

My life is coming together and I am so excited that the store is doing so good. Wendi and my mom are going to try to have it open during the day to attract more customers. Today was a great day for Wendi at the store.

I do not think that I have ever been so relaxed in my life. I am completely allowing God and the angels to take care of me. I do not rush around...I do not feel anxious...I do not get angry easily or hardly ever....I feel a lot of peace. When I do get a little uptight about things, I can pray. And thankfully that helps me be able to let go of the situation. My friends and my family have all been so wonderful and supportive. I am having a blast with my new ventures.

What I am thankful for today:
Linda from the Healing Place
Sally teaching at the store again
my free workshop at Jenn's house
my family
my friends
my HIS page
Robin and her ever lasting light and love
my children
my pets
the angels
the new friends I have met through the store
peace
love
music
time
self-love
confidence
the feeling of not needing to compete with anyone or anything
Zumba
shopping with Kayla
PartyLite
my health
crystals
creativity
imagination
the pre-school
my church family
laughter
my life

It has been a long time...

It is after 11pm and I am exhausted. However, I have been receiving signs that I am supposed to write. Yes...it has been well over a month since I have taken the time. There is just sooooo much I want to do. Meditation has become a part of my nightly routine, when that used to be my blogging time. Maybe if I can cut this short, I will still be awake enough to meditate. Let's hope.

A couple nights ago during meditation, I saw my very first angel. It was a small figure because it looked far away. It was surrounded with this amazing gold light. I felt this sense of calmness and warmth that surrounded my body. It was wonderful. I have been reading books, working with crystals, meditating and conversing with my friend who is a medium to start this new journey of my life. However, I was told that it will come as it is supposed too. I cannot rush the Universe. Again, I hear that word patience, knowing that this was the best year for me to pick it.

My angel visit was so exciting. Robin blessed me with one of the best gifts anyone could ever receive. God does bring in the people in your life that you need to grow. I cannot wait for my 3 people to receive their angels. Loving how this is being passed around to spread as much light and love to the world.

I am working on a new blog. It will be the blog I use strictly for my angel visits, signs from spirits, etc. I have decided to put it on hold until I have more time and more experience using my intuition. I can honestly say that I now know when I am using my free will rather than following my intuition. With the angels help, they continue to steer me in the right direction....even when I try to resist.

I am going to meditate now. I will try to write more since the signs are leading me here. I do enjoy every minute I get to express myself through writing. Now to fit it in...

What I am thankful for today:
the amazing day at the fundraiser today
Sally scheduling a class!
Being connected to 'yellow' people
A day of craftiness with Jennifer G tomorrow
crystals
my family
my pets
my friends
the sunshine
my Halloween treats....so excited to give those out!
the preschool
my intuition
angels
smiles
laughter
music
God
love
hope
faith
understanding
patience
time
creativity
sleep
my health
the health of my loved ones
happiness
my life

Time to Discover

Wow, it has been two weeks since I have last blogged. That is so unlike me...LOL! Time has gotten away. I cannot believe the kids start school soon. In some ways I am excited and in others I am sad. Sad because it means summer is over and we all know how much I love this season. I am also sad because I really do enjoy the time with my kids. When they do go back to school I am hoping to work on my intuition. Yes, I know that sounds like an odd thing to do but I was told that this is a gift that I am supposed to be using. And, I honestly feel like that is true. Fear gets in the way for me. The fear of my instincts being incorrect, or people looking at me like I have no clue what I am talking about. This is where I think about how thankful I am that I have mentors and guides to help me along this new journey.The transition can be exhausting. I find myself praying for motivation and energy. It feels as thought the angels and guides are hard at work while I am asleep. I was told that this may happen. Instead of fighting it, I am going with it. Linda has reminded me that I am very protected by my departed loved ones. She feels them around me every time I am in her office. Linda has been such a blessing to me. Her gift is so special and I am so thankful that she shares it with me and my loved ones.

So, where do I go from here? Maybe a few books I should look into purchasing, maybe some Doreen Virtue cards, and yes, a lot more time to myself where it is quiet. I have to learn to listen and not be afraid in those moments. Last night while asking for guidance, clarity, direction and motivation, I could feel a tingling sensation from my neck all the way up my scalp. It didn't stop. This did not scare me. However, I swore I heard a whisper which was followed by, what I will say was like a heat flash throughout my body. The tingling stopped and I felt scared. Then I reminded myself that I was ok. I was not harmed. Maybe it was a process that my body was going through. I really thought that I would have problems sleeping after that, but I didn't. Whew!

Now that I was reassured that I have this gift, I want to start using it. I want to start trusting my signs, my guides, my intuition. I hear this journey can be a blast. So, why not! LOL! I am up for it.

What I am thankful for today:
my gift of being a gifted intuitive
my children
my family
my friends
my pets
Laughter
Robin
HIS facebook page
love
hope
faith
patience
compliments
my new Jeep ( I feel it coming!!)
coffee
the fans of my HIS page
my store
my teachers
classes
creativity
The Healing Place
education
mentors
books
money
inspiration
The Center
food (stomach just growled)
honesty
loyalty
God
the power of prayer
my life

Laughter, Signs, and A Little Bit More

Laughter is really the best medicine. It enlightens your spirit, tightens your abs and makes you feel sooooo good. Tonight chatting with Robin 'the sillies' which is what we call it, definitely came out. This is nothing new. She reminds me of Jamie in so many ways. We seriously type the same thing at the same time and are left with mouths wide open when the words hit each others screens. At this point in our relationship, it isn't very surprising. There are two people up in heaven working very hard to hook us up and it is working.

While Robin is going through some financial struggles some of her fans are trying to help her promote her book. Today, I did a lot of research for her on how to market her book better. After sending her some links, I was at a loss. So I asked for some guidance from our angels and spirit guides. Low and behold on comes "Calling All Angels" by Train. I put my head back, lifted my eye brows and said, "Really?" When it was over the next song to come on was "Don't Stop Believin'" by Journey. I almost fell off my chair. Seriously? They were answering me ON THE SPOT! At the very same time, this was happening for Robin. I may not have had the answers but the angels and spirit guides were telling us to keep up the faith, keep believing. I am so blessed to be able to pin point these signs and know their meaning. Too many people let them pass by without any acknowledgement. Or they think they are coincidences. Sorry, I but I do not believe in coincidences. Thankfully Robin doesn't either. Nothing would make me happier than to see her succeed. She deserves it so much. We have agreed to be each others reminder that we are not alone in this and we have to keep motivated in times that may be tough.

I am feeling really good tonight, just as I do any night I chat with her before bed. Plus I had time to enjoy an hour long walk with Heather on the new trail this evening. I love having someone to walk with. The walk was beautiful. The stream, nature, the two deer, the baby kittens....it was wonderful.

I am missing Shawn tonight though. He is away again on a camping trip but will be home tomorrow. I am so thankful that he has had a chance to enjoy the outdoors which he loves so much. Today was a great day for fishing and kayaking. It was nice to hear that he actually caught some Bass today. First time he caught anything all summer.

What I am thankful for today:
my friends
Robin
Choose Happiness
my Daily Guidance from Your Angels Book
Shawn
my parents
my kids
love
my pets
laughter
my bed
my store
sleep
energy
working out
time
education
dreams
goals
my jobs
my store
Ghost Hunters
life
my neighbors
my Blessings order coming in
church
God
my health
the power of prayer
Shawn coming home tomorrow
the sunshine
swimming
The Center
our fundraiser coming up
money
hope
faith
serenity
patience

Let the Gratitude Flow.....

Well today was amazing. And, I am so thankful for everything that happened. Messages were being sent to me with advice for my next adventures. I have seen so many signs, so many blessings and been told many times today to be prepared for a change.....a good change. While I part of me is a little nervous, of course not knowing what has me a little uneasy, the rest of me is ready to jump. I love the people who are on this positivity train with me. And, the fact that these inspirational people are reaching out to me and giving me insights and information that they are receiving from spiritual sources has me overwhelmed with emotions.

Yesterday was just as amazing in a total different way. The Christmas Card Classes at the store were so awesome. After, we had a party for my sister-in-law in celebration of her achievement with Stampin Up! I actually got teary eyed! YIKES! It was a great time.

What I was thinking about today was how we all have lessons to learn. And it takes us how ever long it takes to learn them. I realize that the reason I can give so much to others without expecting much in return is because I am fulfilled within. I have found that inner peace. There is no feeling of 'lacking' anything. Tonight I pray for those who are still seeking that fulfillment. May they ask for guidance from their angels and spirit guides. I know first hand that they help you find your way. And, they bring the right people in and take the wrong people out at just the right time.

I am eternally grateful for Robin. Her inspiration has shown me that you can get through any situation and choose happiness. I am grateful for all of my friends and family who are enjoying this journey with me. Tonight I thank my spirit guides and angels. Especially AA Raziel for showing me he is trying to get my attention so that he can guide me to where I need to be. I thank Linda from the Healing Place for sharing her amazing gift with me. Oh, and before I forget....I will be blessed by Robin on August 11th in which will be one of the greatest gifts I could ever receive. I am so thankful that she has chosen me to share it with. Makenna has been my sunshine and brightening up my days with her love and her cute expressions. I am so grateful for her. Gavin was belly laughing so hard tonight that he made Makenna spit her water out of her nose. I am so thankful for that moment of sheer laughter between the two of them. My mom is always there for me in which I am so blessed. Jamie has shown me the true meaning of forever friendship which makes me thankful everyday. Erika, Diane, Jennifer, Heather, Rachel, all have so many things that I love about them. I am blessed to have as many wonderful people in my life as I do.

Can I just express how thankful I am for all the followers on Happy Inspirational Scrappin? WOW! I cannot get through my day without checking in with all those wonderful people. It just shows me that there are many positive, inspirational people still in the world. The connection we have amazes me! I am so happy that God lead me to creating a page like that. Everyone is so appreciative and filled with love. I am heading to bed now. Love and blessings to all!

Figured it Out

Hello! It has been a few days, maybe over a week, I forget. Lots of stuff going on. I worked all three of my jobs today and thought I would be sound asleep by now. It is almost 1am. Excitement just fills the air for me right now. I am so proud of my friend Robin for publishing her own book. One day I will do that. Right now I just do not have the time.

My store is so awesome. Erika and I love our pool-side meetings. The kids do too! Tonight was our very first exclusive crop. It was a hit. Hopefully this will be a great way to bring in more income to the store. I could not get over how much these ladies were so thankful to have a night out without kids. They were all very nice and very funny.

After all this time I think I finally figured out what goes on with people when it comes to negative things happening to them. I remember a time when my neck would freeze and be that way for like 2 weeks. I remember having bouts of tonsillitis. I remember visiting a chiropractor and massage therapist regularly because my back hurt soooo bad. How many times did I land in a depression? How many headaches did I have to deal with? Everyone's body has weaknesses. Stress is the trigger. My father used to 'throw his back out'. Or end up with major head colds. If I look back at the timing of when that happened, it was during stressful times. Stress does take a toll on our bodies. No matter how many massages I got or how many times I went to the chiropractor, my back still hurt. No matter how much medication I took for depression, I would either plateau or only stay 'happy' for a short time. It is a huge cycle in which WE have to break. Honestly, if it wasn't for the power of positive thinking AND Linda from The Healing Place, I am not sure I would have stayed this good for this long. If you have reoccurring issues with your health, take a look at what is going on around you at the time. If we can think 'perfect health' we will have perfect health. If you constantly say, "I always get headaches", you will always get headaches. Try to find a positive outlet for your stress. As soon as you think a negative thought, get rid of it. Do not stay in the realm of sadness, hatred, anger, fear or disappointment for too long. We do have to feel our feelings but then let them go. Thankfully my patterns of sore muscles, headaches, depression, and sicknesses have all been broken. This doesn't mean that I do not encounter stress. It just means that I have finally learned how to deal with it.

What I am thankful for tonight:
Diane
Jenn
Jamie
Jennifer
Erika
new customers at the store
everlasting friendships
Choose Happiness
Robin and her new book
my pets
my children
my family
Shawn
time
creativity
The Center
Christine
sleep
energy
music
funny movies
laughter
Sandi
the sunshine
air conditioning
full classes at the store tomorrow
my health
Indra
love
happiness
smiles
compliments
knowing that I have a bright future in store for me
the gym
Heather
Matt
my Blessings order which should be here soon!
inspiration
hope
faith
God

Lots of Things to Be Thankful For

It is late and my eyes hurt and my stomach is growling. Whatever happened to me eating at normal hours...I am not sure. I refuse to eat the vanilla wafer cookies that are sitting next to my bed knowing that I did not do cardio today. Actually at the gym, my stomach was bugging me. So I did weights instead.

Instead of sleeping, which would probably be a good thing right now, I am blogging. I just chatted with my sister-in-law on facebook for awhile to the point of giddiness which started hours ago with me. Honestly there is just too much to write this late. So I will sum it up as best as I can. My life is wonderful. And I am given affirmations every day, sometimes more than once that I am exactly where I am supposed to be.

I was shown a white dove the other day. I cannot say that I have ever seen one the way I did this time. It was just sitting on a fence on the side of the highway. And what is weird was this urge I had to look to the right and there it was. I knew it was shown to me for a reason but I didn't know why. I am still not 100% sure, but I do know the answer is coming. A friend on facebook deals with signs and numbers and their meanings. So I asked her what she thought. Suddenly all this stuff started coming to her. She said the dove obviously represents peace. But she felt it ran deeper than that for me. She said she felt that I was being shown a new spiritual guide. She feels as though it is a male. Then she proceeded to say that I am aware of the signs I am shown from the spirtual world....which totally threw me off because I have never discussed this with her. She also mentioned that I have and will continue to see signs and be aware of them. My mouth dropped since Mimi has been showing me her sign at least once a day! Whatever the meaning is, I am excited. If it means more signs from my two Pop-Pop's, Mimi, and all the others dear to my heart that have crossed over, then I am all for it! I also now know that I have a guide that is specifically helping to guide me to where I need to be.

That is only one of my many wonderful things I have to be thankful for. I am leaving it at that for tonight. I have got to get to bed if I want to function at all tomorrow. One word of advice, open your mind and your heart will experience things you never thought possible.

What I am thankful for today:
my store
my new customers
my first exclusive crop this Friday!
my children
my pets
my family
sleep
energy
HIS Facebook page
Robin
my wonderful friends
time
hope
faith
rainbows
signs
love
laughter
Shawn
my bed
being off tomorrow
goals and dreams
my health
inspirational quotes
Zumba
smiles
The Center
a working jeep
The Healing Place
Indra
creativity
summer
swimming
the beach

A wonderful night helping someone I love

Unexplainable but wonderful things have been happening to me in the last two years. Not sure where it all came from or why but I am coming to terms with it and learning how to use my gift to help others. Tonight I helped a friend that I have never met. There are ways that spirits connect us to each other and there are reasons. I will not go into detail for the comfort of her sake. It is something that she would like to keep to herself. However, I cannot help but to feel so blessed and thankful for what I was able to do for her.

Our loved ones who have passed do not want us to continue to mourn the loss of them. They are in a better place and want us to be happy. Of course we all have moments of sadness and loneliness without them. But if we can take most of our days and celebrate their life instead of mourning their death, we will be so much better off. I know what it is like to lose people that we are so attached to. I felt like I lost my best friend when my grandmother died. I remember her saying to us when she was in her last few days, "Please do not cry for me, I will be fine." Being a 26 year old who always told myself as a child that she would never leave me, I thought, "I am not going be fine! What about me?!" Yes, the selfish side really came out. I wanted a miracle. And, it didn't come. I was angry at everyone and everything, including God. How could He take her away from me? Didn't He know how much I needed her? Why couldn't He make her better.

Being older and more educated I realize that when our time is up, it is up. If a miracle were to happen then it would have. But it was not written in the stars for her. She had been called Home because it was her time. And now I know that she is always with me even though I cannot see her. She hasn't ever left me. I find comfort in that. I also know that she will be waiting for me when it is my turn to go Home. I see most of my signs from her. And, I am so grateful that she comes through for me like that. It just shows me that she is as attached to me as I am to her. There is no doubt that she experiences all my exciting events and is with me when I am upset or feel alone. Being so open and aware of what is going on around me spiritually, I am reaffirmed constantly. I am where I should be. And, I am able to be more patient, more kind, and have more faith in where I am going.

What I am thankful for today:
my gift which I am working on getting better at
God
my friends
my family
inspiration
love
creativity
hope
faith
Shawn
music
sleep
my health
a great day tomorrow
meeting new people
a great meeting at the store today!
Vintage weekend at my store in the fall
Crafting for Paws!!
summer
sunshine
inspirational facebook pages
my pets
smiles
compliments
dancing
Zumba

Waka Waka

Jennifer and I have been doing Zumba to this song since we started taking Zumba classes. I never really listened to the words because I was too busy trying to not mess up the steps maybe? To my surprise Jennifer put it on my MP3 player and while I was vacuuming the synagogue yesterday I almost broke out is Zumba moves. Thankfully I was there alone. LOL! I started laughing and wondering what does this song even say? Well I looked it up today and here it is:

Waka Waka by Shakira

You're a good soldier

Choosing your battles
Pick yourself up
And dust yourself off
And back in the saddle

You're on the frontline
Everyone's watching
You know it's serious
We're getting closer
This isnt over

The pressure is on
You feel it
But you've got it all
Believe it
When you fall get up
Oh oh...
And if you fall get up
Oh oh...
Tsamina mina
Zangalewa
Cuz this is Africa
Tsamina mina eh eh
Waka Waka eh eh
Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa aa
This time for Africa
Listen to your god
This is our motto
Your time to shine
Dont wait in line
Y vamos por Todo

People are raising
Their Expectations
Go on and feed them
This is your moment
No hesitations

Today's your day
I feel it
You paved the way
Believe it
If you get down
Get up Oh oh...
When you get down
Get up eh eh...

Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa aa
This time for Africa
Tsamina mina eh eh
Waka Waka eh eh
Tsamina mina zangalewa
Anawa aa
Tsamina mina eh eh
Waka Waka eh eh
Tsamina mina zangalewa
This time for Africa

I love the words! And, it makes me want to dance. LOL! Here is the link to the song: Waka Waka by Shakira

I love that it says "If you get down, get up!" In the past I had a hard time getting back up and would stay down for way too long. Life is too short. I have no time to lay around and stay in bed anymore. Each moment is precious and I plan on making the best of each one!

What I am thankful for today:
everything

Awesome Week

What an awesome week it has been. Happy Inspirational Scrappin is booming with new inspirational souls every day. I love waking up to seeing the new followers, comments and likes on the page. I now know what direction I was meant to take with the HIS Challenge and I am loving every minute of it.

I had a great weekend with my family. The 4th of July picnic was a lot of fun. I got to catch up with my cousin Tanya who is popping out with her basket ball of a baby boy at 6 months into her pregnancy. We worked on our tans together while the kids laughed and swam ALL DAY. The fireworks were great as usual and so was the cute family of frogs that have made my parents pool their home.

Erika and I had two meetings for the store poolside. Love that we can work and play at the same time. Honestly it doesn't feel like work at all. Makenna swam all the way around my parents pool without any floaties on and without holding onto the wall. So proud of her! The fundraiser is coming together really well and lots of people are donating and baking. YAY!

For my inspiration for today I was amazed by the things people are saying about me, not only to my face but behind my back! Matt (the new assistant at the gym) had a crazy day at work yesterday and was really not looking forward to being at the gym today. However, as he was describing his day yesterday, all I could do was laugh, he said, "I knew that I was coming in today and working with you so I was really happy about that." I couldn't believe it! How nice is he? Then he proceeded to say that this other guy Matt and him were talking about this major negative person who just quit. They were saying that they didn't need her negativity there and were discussing others that may need to find their way out as well. Well, Matt S. said to Matt P "You know who I like? Amy. She is always happy and smiling." I think I actually blushed as Matt P was telling me this. I was really happy to know that my positivity is actually making everyone happy. Some may find it annoying and it is only because they are not in the same place as me. That is ok. Members comment on my smiles...and you must know that I never wear make-up and always have my hair up when I am there. It is nice to know that they like me for me and my personality. They still call me the sunshine of the gym. I am so blessed to feel like I am finally content with who I am. It is nice to see that everyone notices and appreicates my happiness. It is contaigous. And, people actually are looking to me to brighten their day. Brent is another one who feeds off of me. Honestly, when I look at him I see me as a male. Except that he is more open about dancing and being silly in public than I am. I used to be that way.....now how do I get that back? Maybe I need to spend more time with him. He is a light for me. I love going into work when he is there.

So you can choose your mood.

And here is my happiness formula.....Are you Happy?

My thankful list for today:

the wonderful people at the gym

my friends

my family

my children

seeing Cars2 tonight with my family

pool time

holidays

Robin

my health

sleep

creativity

my class tomorrow morning

Jennifer allowing me to borrow Zumba on Kinect....love it!

quality time

Haunted Collector (awesome show!)

Shawn

laughter

hope

love

sunshine

my bed

milk and oreos

The Center

Linda for putting me in my Happy Place

HIS Challenge/Blog/facebook page

Scrapbooking!!

energy

inspiration

confidence

JOY

kayaking

my life

lots of stuff

It has been a week since I have blogged and I wish it could be that I haven't had time due to margaritas and hot tubbing but it is far from that. Vacation Bible School took up every night I had this past week. And, my days were spent working two jobs, taking care of kids, working on the store's fundraiser, taking care of Toby and completely the cat board at the shelter for July. The cat board looks great! Christine had to finish it up for me since I could not stay. But...all of our favorites are now up! We decided it would be nice to get the staff and volunteer favorites noticed this time around. Here is what we came up with:

In checking out some of the inspirational pages on facebook this morning, been awake since 5:30am....I found this:

I realized that while I want to find inspiration, I do not take any time to myself to find it. The one night I spent in the hot tub, I did find inspiration in the clear skies and peacefullness of being alone. In that 15 minutes I got to thinking about how much I want to help others become more motivate to work towards their goals and dreams. My fear of life coaching was more or less the fact that I am still trying to piece my life together so how am I am supposed to help others? I reflected back on my conversation with the life coach a couple weeks ago. I did bring up this concern to her and she did say that we learn and grow as we are training. Now, I just have to make the time to research this so that I can make it happen.

I went onto Robin's page this morning and find this: "Don't feed your fears. If you want to feed something then feed your purpose. Feed your passion. Feed your creativity. Feed your inspiration. Feed your hopes. Feed your Soul. But please, please don't feed the fears. It won't take them but a minute to devour all of the goodness in your Life. Sorry fear, I got nothin' for you today. Or tomorrow..." She wrote that as if it was for me. I have always let the fears of situations get the best of me. So now I have to get rid of my fears, make time, and pursue my dreams. Right? Let's go!

What I am thankful for today:

Toby one of the best dogs I have ever had the pleasure to spend time with.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

my friends

my family

time

sleep

my store

The Center

Crafting for Paws

my children

sunshine

rain

music

energy

the gym

inspiration

motivation

the power of prayer

God

VBS

craftiness

money

a good walk with Toby today

love

creativity

simplicity

my health

laughter

family picnics

my good life

A Great Day!

Happy 40th Wedding Anniversary Mom and Dad! Brian, Jenn, She-She and I had a great time planning your party for today. Christine did an amazing job on the cake. My dad got a little misty eyed when he saw that their wedding picture was on the top. It was awesome to spend the day with family and friends. We laughed, ate, and had great conversations. A huge thank you to everyone who came!

Pappy (father-of-the-bride), She-She (Jr. Brides Maid), Cheryl (maid-of-honor), Bride & Groom, Usher Gary, and Usher Barry.

After this picture my sister-in-law and I were cracking up. My brother looks like he is making a Chandler face. I am sure those of you who have ever watched FRIENDS will completely understand. He was actually very good at it...LOL!
Right now I am house sitting for friends of mine. Their dog Toby cannot be left alone for a long period of time or he will destroy the house. Cages do not work either since he managed to break out of two different metal cages. Makenna was going to spend the night with me but she had trouble sleeping here so I took her home. A night to myself? What the heck is that? Granted I am laying here with a 65 pound dog who just got done shaking from the unexpected, unappreciated fireworks that just ended at 11:15pm.....so I am in no way alone. LOL! What I am thinking is how the heck Jessi and Cindy sleep with this dog in their bed. There is honestly no more room with just the two of us....LOL! Did I mention that I got on their scale and I lost 7 in the last two weeks. WHOOO HOOOOO! This week I worked out 6 days!! I am on FIRE! Only 11 pounds from my goal weight!!

Jessi and Cindy have a hot tub. Of course I took advantage of that tonight. The only thing missing was the wine but I am over it. I just kept looking at the sky thinking about how great my life is. The tree next to their house was covered with blinking fireflies. I had my very own light show. No shooting stars tonight, but there is always tomorrow. Today was a very good day. My mom was so happy about their party that she was in tears. Everyone was so glad to be there. My parents are my best role models. Growing up, they fought, they hugged, they slammed doors, they actually made out in front of my brother and I....YUCK! Through it all, it taught me that even though we have struggles and we may get angry with people, each day is a new day and it is not worth dwelling in the negativity. They always made up and remained strong in their faith in God which I believe is what has kept them together all these years. They may not share a lot of the same passions in life, but they do have their commitment to God. And, they do support each others differences. Knowing that everything happens for a reason, I would not change a thing about the way they raised me.

As far as my life coaching, which I am sad to say has not been looked into at all recently, I tried it out on someone today. There was very sad girl, probably in her early 20's in the bathroom at the park today. I could not help but to want to hug her. She was sobbing. I decided to ask her if there was anything I could get her. She replied with, "A new boyfriend." Apparently hers decided to take the high road and break up with her via text message while she was at her brothers graduation party. Sense the sarcasm. All I could say to her was, " Remember that everything happens for a reason. And, when you find the right one, all this will be worth it." She actually smiled. Not sure where the words came from but I am so glad I was able to cheer her up even if it was only for a brief moment. What her boyfriend did was very low, pond scum low. However, there is a lesson to be learned for her. Hopefully it is that she is much better than he is and she deserves to be respected. I know that Life Coaching is for me. It is something I want to do...now just to find the time. Hmmmmmmm.....

What I am thankful for today:
Christine for her amazing cake and her friendship
my parents
The Center
having everything started for Crafting for Paws
my kids
my pets....missing Zoe tonight who always sleeps with me ) :
my family
my friends
Time alone (not sure if I will sleep tonight!)
VBS starting tomorrow...hopefully I have everything done....LOL!
feeling relaxed and happy
the power of prayer
a good run this morning
running 5 miles in 35 minutes yesterday!
summer
the sunshine
Choose Happiness
all the new followers of HIS facebook page
my store
money
laughter
remincing about the past
air conditioning
a beautiful day today for my parents party
knowing Shawn got to his camp site safely
the gym
Heather for watching Makenna on Friday
the 5-midnight crop this past Friday...so much fun!
Alice
painted toes
smiles
music
energy
faith
loyalty
God
love
patience

Today...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yPvgg_6hGOU&feature=share

I felt the need to share this amazing youtube video that was posted on Choose Happiness's wall today. It was the most perfect thing for me to read. There are many angels in my life that go hand in hand as to what is stated in this video. If it wasn't for my friends, I may not be able to get on track on my 'off days'. Same thing goes for Robin and all of the inspirational pages that I have come across since January. Erika brought up the fact that in January we only had 99 followers on the Happy Inspirational Scrappin faacebook page. Now we are up to 336 getting about 3 new followers a day. YAY! We must be doing something right! My other angels include my children, my family, my fur-angels, and certainly Shawn. God brings about these wonderful blessings to help us on our journey. Please read the amazing words of the video. You will be blown away.

So my weekend flew by. Kempton was so much fun with my family. My dad and my brother both raced. Dad came in 2nd, twice. Brian came in 2nd once then 1st. It takes me back to my childhood remembering sitting there watching my dad race as I was playing trucks in the mud. I still get those butterflies in my stomach when he is at the starting line. I know he is so happy that we are all there to cheer him on and watch him engage in something that he absolutely loves.

Father's Day was really good with the exception of having to say good-bye to someone I love. A friend of mine is moving away and we had a party for her in the morning. We both cried although we know that God has great things in store for her and we will keep in touch. Makenna and I took Jeremy to Red Lobster for what was supposed to be breakfast but he wanted a meal for brunch. So that is what he got. 5 hours later my entire family arrived for a steak dinner. My Aunt, mom and I cooked for the men. It turned out really yummy! Honestly I was still full from brunch but I ate anyway. I took a long walk after dinner...too full to run. My moms Strawberry Shortcake was to die for!

 I started my new work schedule at both the gym and Brith Sholom. The kids being off from school is very different. I had 5 of them at my house today since I was not working. I completely cleaned my bedroom. Moved furniture, vacuumed behind it, cleaned out my closet and drawers, and did a lot of laundry. It was nice to hear the kids laughing and having fun today. I woke up feeling very crappy. My mood has definitely changed thanks to laughter, Erika, and all the positive people I have met on facebook. They were all right on track with their postings today and what I needed to hear. Robin and my dream is to be motivational speakers together someday. There is this major feeling inside that just knows it will happen. We all have bad days. It is how we deal with them that matters. It was nice to know that Robin shares her bad days with us and doesn't pretend that things are always glorious when they aren't.

What I am thankful for today:
the new followers of HIS on Facebook
the motivational pages on Facebook that keep me in check
Erika
Jamie
Jennifer G
Diane
Heather P and Heather R
Robin
Linda...cannot wait for my appointment on Tuesday!!
Brent
Shawn
Jeremy
my family
friends
my pets
my children
laughter
inspiration
energy
quality time with those I love
positivity
creativity
facebook
Christine
my parents 40th anniversary party on Saturday
a clean bedroom
love
patience
understanding
kindness
selflessness
honesty
loyalty
faith
hope
rainbows
Pastor Tricia
VBS starting on Sunday!!
my store
my life

Quality Time and more...

 So the last time I blogged I was indeed a little negative. But I am over it. Nothing a chat with the besties and a reality check can't fix! Why do I let people get under my skin? Oh well, it is over. I had a great today with the kids. Today I wanted it to be all about them. Makenna and I enjoyed the morning at Desales and saw Sleeping Beauty with Jaymen and his grandmother. The play was adorable! After, we spent some time on Denise's farm. Jaymen was showing us all the animals. Homer the goose seems to be Denise's guard goose. He is always making sure everyone knows he is around.

Denise has invited us to her farm for feeding time where we can help feed the goats, the sheep and the chickens! Makenna is so excited!

When we got home I took the kids shopping for Father's Day gifts. We also took Diego over to Cindy and Jesse's for a playdate with their dog Toby. I will be spending a week with Toby while his family is away. I took the kids, Kayla included, to the shelter. We got to spend time with lots of new kittens. Alice sat on my lap, finally. It has been a long time. She was back to her old self smacking every cat that came within paws reach. I love that cat. We found out that the cat that is in love with Bryce is named Kutta. She is a female black/white tiger. I had her on her back tonight purring like crazy.

To end my night with the kids, Gavin and I played a board game, twice once Makenna was in bed. It was a really good day. I would have liked to have spent some time with Shawn but there is always tomorrow night.

My thing for today was to try the Teriyaki Sweet Onion Chicken at Subway. It was sooo yummy. I first heard of it on The Biggest Loser. I will definitely have that again. My 'thing for a day' is working out really well. I am trying new things and keeping an open mind. When I am feeling angry, I try to change it right away. It isn't always easy but I feel so much better when I concentrate on what makes me happy. Focus on the good. I am so blessed. I have great friends, a wonderful family, my health, my dream job, amazing kids, great pets and the most amazing boyfriend in the world. I am going to bed tonight being thankful for the quality time I had with my kids today, the quality time I had with Shawn on Tuesday, knowing that I am right where I am supposed to be every single moment, and loving where I am headed.

Warning....negative alert, into positive ending.

I really do not want to be negative after such a positive day but if I do not express my feelings, I will not be able to get back into the positive as quickly. All my life I have had at least one person who either tried to be like me or really thought they were. While some may look at this as a "Wow, she really likes who I am and wants to be like me" situation, I find it rather annoying. I look at is as, "Seriously? Get your own life." I want to be me, different than everyone else. Why would I want to constantly try to be what I am not? Or who I am not? Maybe there is a lesson for me to learn through all of this, not sure what it would be. Maybe it is the fact that my word for the year is patience and I have yet to master it fully? I get extremely annoyed when I see someone do something soon after I do. Like the idea would have NEVER entered their head until they saw me do it. So, how can I think of this in a positive manner.....

People like that are in a serious need of a reality check. It seems as though their self-esteem is still not where they say it is. I do not care how positive someone may come off on a posting, an email, a text or a blog. If they continue to follow someone else, they still are deeply insecure. So, as I say, "Get over it!" I mean that not only for the insecure SWF that continues to act as I do, but for myself. I will get over it and hopefully someday (sooner than later), she will too. If a person like that wants to act like me and do as I do then they really should start being strong enough to live their own life. God knows the only person I follow is Him. I pray that He will help me to move on from this and be able to say, "Wow, that person really likes who I am" and be happy that they do everything I do. LOL! Right now I do not like it one bit. I am proof that even the most positive people can be unhappy about situations at times. I may not be dealing with this well now but tomorrow is another day.

On a positive note, my day today was incredible. I ran with Diego for 3 miles then kayaked with my baby for 2 1/2 down Lake Nocamixon. The weather was amazing. For those who may not know, a year ago I dealt with a huge fear of being in water that I could not see the bottom of. Because of Shawn, his confidence in me and his patience with me, I have fully overcome that fear. I am so glad Shawn ended up having the day off. He was so excited to be able to see me in the daylight today. It is as funny as it sounds but we never see each other when the sun is up.

We are going to start running together on the new trail. He has been admiring the physical shape I am in and has asked me to help him get in better shape too. He was so sweet in saying that I inspire him to be a better person. He feeds off my motivation (instead of sucking it dry like some people). We both feel that we are each others equal. This is the first time I have ever felt that with any man. I feel it with my friends though. Never do I allow anyone to make me feel less than they are or less than I feel about myself. I thank God every day for my confidence and the power to be me and different than everyone else. So thankful I have found a network of friends, co-workers, and my man, who all love me just the way I am. We are all growing, learning life's lessons. Find what makes you happy and go with it. When something ticks you off, get over it! Sing that song, "La La La whatever...La La La doesn't mater". Be yourself.

What I am thankful for today:
the power to change your mood
my friends and family
the amazing hugs, kisses and I love you's that I received today from my niece and nephew
kayaking
the beautiful day today!
quality time with Shawn
capitalization (especially the letter I) LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!
energy
the views today on the water
Sleeping Beauty on Thurs. with Makenna and Jaymen
Kempton Fair this weekend...GOOD LUCK DAD!
having the family over for dinner on Father's Day
blooming flowers
the rain
my kids
Cheryl
Diane (thank you for allowing me to use your computer!)
random acts of kindness
sleep
my jobs
laughter
hope
faith
blessings
true love
the amazing rainbow that Shawn called to tell me about tonight. He knows me well!

My "Big" New Thing for Today

Honestly I had no intentions of going to my 20th class reunion. Mostly because I have made peace with my high school bully and I really wanted to take the night to chill with my kids. This past week was soooo super busy for me with work. My friend Chris, Andrea and Sue were bugging me....mostly Sue.....to come. Andrea was home from Hawaii with her husband Dave and Chris really wanted to see me and Shawn. After talking with Shawn, we decided that we should go. My "big" thing today was going somewhere that I really didn't want too. However, being greeted with tons of hugs from people I seriously have not seen for 20 years was so awesome.

Steve told me that his mom found a shoe box full of notes that apparently him and I wrote back and forth during P.O.D., the most boring class in the world. I cannot believe he saved them all. Then Ken told me that the other day he found a box of letters that I wrote to him while he was away in college. He said that when he would receive one of my letters it was like Christmas. I miss those days. Ken and I were really close. I am glad I could make him so happy during his time away from home.

Jenna, Me and Steve

Chris looks exactly the same, just as most of us do. Jodi is coming home in July and we are getting together. Jenna is pregnant with twins!! Her and I reminisced about the crazy things her sister did to me. Jenna would do anything to get Kristen in trouble. Steve is the same silly man that I once sat behind and slept through class. LOL!

Jenna, Me, Steve and Jodi (she put her hair high like old times...LOL!)

Andrea and I, we were best buds forever. She reminded me of a time where she would come over and ride go-carts with me at my parents house. In a lighting storm she was panicking because she could not get the go-cart up the hill fast enough. She said she loved being at my house. It was sooooooo awesome to see her and Dave. And then there is Sue. She and I got along really well in school too. Although she was quiet and kept to herself, she was always so nice to me. And, she is no longer quiet nor does she keep to herself. LOL!

Andrea, Me & Sue

There will be a better picture to follow since Ken was there with all of his gear. Shawn took this one which is a little blurry since he was far away. This human pyramid was Andrea's idea. 

Me (on top of Trey), Dave, Marybeth, Andrea K, Kim, Stacy, Chris M., Melissa, Sue, Kelly, Glennie, Chris, Andrea, Todd, Emily, John

I felt so comfortable knowing that each person there was so thankful I came. I was not sure the response I would get. There is a lot I do not remember about high school because I was so stressed out. Everyone I talked too reminded me of awesome memories. Peggy had a great one in which I will not talk about since it was personal girly stuff. It was just amazing to know that we were all going through things very similar just dealing with them very differently. I will definitely go to my next reunion. And, I will be keeping in touch with everyone I have missed these past 20 years. 

Me & Shawn

What I am thankful for today:

Seeing friends I have not seen in a long time

laughter

memories

my kids

sleep

Shawn

hope

my 'thing for a day'

patience

quality time

my pets

coffee

the farmer's market tomorrow

seeing Sally today!! 

winning as one of the Mystery Hostesses

compliments (got lots today!)

realizing the lessons I had to learn were worth everything I had to go through

Sue for bugging me to go to the reunion

happiness

Makenna making me smile

my friends (old, new and rediscovered)

music

energy

losing another pound

my new job

grateful people

kindness

chocolate

relaxation

love

Amazing Week

We are almost in the middle of what is an amazing week so far. Started my new job on Monday and it is as easy as putting on my shoes....LOL! The people there are so nice. They do have me high up on a pedestal though thanks to Ernie. He raved about me so much that I feel like I have to work even harder to prove him right. Ernie may be what he calls a grumpy old man, but he does have a good heart. And, I can make him smile. For 71 years old, he is in awesome shape. I never guessed he was that old. Ernie's mission for me was to make me some money. When I asked him why he said it was because he felt I deserved it. Awww... Even Jeremy said that it is nice that people recognize how hard I work.

After the gym today I went to Old Navy and bought my bikini. All of their bathing suits are $10 so I ended up with 2. One is a dark purple one piece with a halter neckline. The bikini is aqua blue with purple, white, pink and other colors. I love them! Love that they were so cheap!!

I had a nice conversation with a couple girls on Robin's facebook page. It makes us feel so much better to know that we have all gone through the same things at some point in our lives. I feel whole now. I know I am exactly where I am supposed to be. Every day something happens where I get affirmation. At times when I may have just let go in the past, I am able to be patient and hold on. God plays a huge role in that. He is the higher power that helps me stay strong when I feel I am at my weakest point. I love the people I am surrounded by each and every day. I love the new people I meet whether it is on facebook or personally. I have two parties coming up, Blessings Unlimited in July and Dove Chocolate in September. The ladies that Erika and I met this past Saturday were so awesome. I am excited to spend more time with each of them.

Zumba is tomorrow...cannot wait! They are having it twice this week. I am so excited. It is honestly one of my favorite things. Well, next to spending time on the Elliptical with Brent. Man does he make the time fly! LOL! I do enjoy my walks with Heather too when it isn't boiling hot outside. Right after Zumba, Makenna and I are heading to Erika's for our poolside meeting, weather permitting. Her and I are attending the Farmer's Market this Sunday.

Sue Ackerman-Martin has been messaging me all day today. She is bugging and bugging for Shawn and I to attend our 20th reunion this weekend. I really wasn't going to go. But...I feel really good about myself and Shawn actually showed a slight interest in going so we will see. I chat with all of them on facebook anyway, it would be nice to see them in person. And my friend Andrea is here from Hawaii so it would be really nice to see her too!!

Well, I am calling it a night. I will continue to be excited about the rest of the week. I had a great night tonight with my sister-in-law working on invitations for my and dad's 40th wedding anniversary party. Love the new stuff Stampin Up! came out with in the latest catalog!! Plus family bonding is always a plus. May this posting find you happy and healthy! God Bless!

The Butterfly & Doing what makes YOU happy!

Today I had my first conversation with a life coach. Let me tell you.....I LOVED HER! She is from Bethlehem and was by far the most free spirited, positive person I have ever met in my life. Thankfully she so willingly gave me the contact info to get me started on my path. There are two things that she taught me today that I wanted to share on my blog. Honestly it was as if God was speaking to me through her. The first thing is..... she touched on one of the hardest parts of being a life coach. Because we love people and want them to succeed, it will be tough for us to not get in the way with our own opinions because of our own life experiences. We will want to help so much when we need to learn when to step back. Watching is the hardest part but sometimes we know it is the right thing to do in order for the other person to learn their lesson. Here is the story she shared with me.

A man saw a cocoon and noticed that it was moving. He knew that it would only be a matter of time before the butterfly was going to be completely developed. Every day he walked past this cocoon and felt badly for the struggle this butterfly was enduring. He wanted to help it so badly. After a few days he noticed that the butterfly was flapping its wings so hard and so fast with one little piece of cocoon stuck to one of it's wings. He could not stand watching this poor creature struggle so much. He decided to pull off the last piece of cocoon and stood there watching as this butterfly was wobbling around trying to walk and fly. But, the butterfly could not fly. The way that butterflies build up their muscles is to manage to get themselves out of their cocoon. Because the man interfered, the butterflies wings did not fully build up their strength in order for it to fly.

Wow, that makes so much sense. And, it made me feel better when I think of dealing with my children. Although we hate to see them suffering, sometimes we have to step back and allow the struggle so that they learn their life lesson. If we keep interfering, the person will continue to have the same issues because we have always stepped in and took care of things.

The second one was the confidence to make decisions based on what makes us happy without worrying about the judgment of others. Some may think it is selfish. The life coach said that we have to be happy in order to make others happy. We cannot waste our energy and time worrying about what anyone else thinks. In my situation right now with Gavin, it is very hard to do that. While I think I am doing something right, others may not. The question is "Why should I care?" We allow others to inflict guilt inside of us, doubts, and second thoughts. If in our hearts we know we are not doing anything wrong, then there shouldn't be a problem. However, others would disagree. There is such thing as compromise. Unfortunately my 11 year old has not grasped that concept yet. So I am stuck making decisions based on what someone else thinks and wants and not with what makes me truly happy. To make myself feel better about this I just keep telling myself that this phase of his will be over soon. There is a lesson for us to learn in this situation and it has to run it's course. I have however, come a long long way to not caring what others think. I do not need approval from others like I used to. In the last few years I have grown to love myself. Where as when I was younger I needed to be loved and constantly reminded that I had approval from others. When I didn't get that I would be depressed and miserable.

Not sure when I will have the time to do the research to pursue this new goal but I am thankful that I have what I need to start. I have done lots of new things for my 'thing for a day' lately. It feels good to try new things. I am so grateful that this life coach gave me this wonderful advice today. It is something I will pass on to others that may have issues with control and confidence.

What I am thankful for today:
my new venture
my friends
Jennifer coming home
the vendor fair at the school tomorrow
my kids
Makennas verbage
The Center last night with Christine
lots of new awesome products at the store!!
spending time with Zachary today
a nice long walk with Heather yesterday
the boutique
Kempton Fair
time with Erika today
Diane sharing her cucumbers...hee hee hee!
Robin and her powerful positive energy
knowing that I accept myself for who I am, whether I get approval from others or not
butterflies
signs from Edna, Nana and Aunt Aida this past week
rainbows
HIS Blog
my wonderful inspiring friends and family
confidence
time
laughter
Heather R. (thank you for our long phone conversation the other day!!)
Ribbon Club!
new Stampin Up! stuff
3 kids camps at the store this summer
lilies
my new job on Monday
running a 6.44 minute mile on Wednesday
the sunshine
Crafting for Paws being in the works!
internet
facebook
fresh fruit
Erika's pool ( :
Jamie
money
hope
being the only independent scrapbooking store in the Lehigh Valley
life coaching!
prayer
my home
love

A WOW Day!

Today was a WOW Day! Wow, what the power of positivity can do! Wow, I beat my court case against the mean cop and am getting my money back. Wow, I actually managed to find inexpensive clothes at the Boutique to wear to work out in. Wow, gas came down to $3.75 per gallon! Wow, my lilies are blooming! Wow, my kids are in a great mood. Wow, I feel great and lost 1 more pound! Wow, Gavin's doctor doesn't want to see him again until the fall! Wow, I have amazing friends....some far, some close, some I have never personally met. Wow, I start my third job on Monday!! Wow, I actually got to take my kids out to dinner for the first time by myself! Wow, the life coach in Bethlehem emailed me and wants to help me with my new venture....

Today was awesome. There is so much I could be ungrateful for but what is the use? It makes me feel bad to think about it and it doesn't change the situation. So, I am heading to bed still in awe from the day. First I am watching some new episodes of Ghost Hunters...WOW! NEW EPISODES! Another thing to be thankful for!! Good night world...I look forward to tomorrow.

Show me the Money!!

Talk about God bringing into your life the people you need to achieve your dreams!!! Today a woman walked into the store who owns the counseling office down the street. Before she left I was compelled to ask her if she knew what I would need to do to become a Life Coach. Here, she has one of her own who she sees on a regular basis. She is getting me her name and number so that I can find out where she received her training. WHOOOO HOOOOO! So excited that this is coming together so much faster than I could have ever imagined! Once I start my new job...probably next week...I will be saving money for lots of upcoming events and things I could really use; schooling, a newer vehicle, and mini beach vacations.

I may have gone months maybe even years without buying new stuff for myself and through it I have learned to live and appreciate what I have. I used my money for top priority items only and stopped wasting it on fast food and lots of clothing with sneakers being the only thing I bought for myself when they wore out. I will work for what I want, even if the pay isn't the greatest. I knew my time was coming to actually make some decent money and use it to further my education and save for the future. The time is NOW! It is written in the stars and I am willing to do what it takes!! So, bring on the money baby! I am ready to work!

I completed my 5x5 Summer Mini Album today....I love it! I am teaching this class in July at the store. So excited to get back into teaching.

Walking Diego this morning I started to think of my grandmother. The vision of walking into her house right after she passed just popped into my head. I was so disappointed that almost the entire family was present when she passed and I wasn't. I know...selfish me. As I was thinking this a cardinal made an appearance....but it was only one. I thought, "How awesome would it be for her to show me now as I am thinking about her that she is with me?" A few blocks later another cardinal made an appearance in the grass next to me. Of course I keep looking for cardinal #2. The cardinal flew off into a tree across the street. Before I could blink another cardinal flew into the same tree and met with the first one. The tears just started rolling down my face as I thanked her and expressed how much I miss her. I told her that I know I will see her again but it will be so much faster in time for her then it would for me. It made me so happy that she came through for me once again. I hope she never gets tired of it.

What I am thankful for today:
signs
the unconditional love my grandmother gave to me
my children
meeting with Pastor tomorrow
God
my pets
my family
laughter
love
new customers
my awesome, amazing, fabulous friends!!
The Center
my blogs
the sun
new Stampin Up! stuff for the store
new retail that Erika just got for the store...cannot wait!!
Shawn
teaching again
time with my friends and family
ice water
swimming
the gym
clean sheets
flowers flowers everywhere!
my new Active 2 KNECT game
my clothes being too big!!
energy
spiritual growth
knowing that negativity is a waste of energy
forgiveness
trust honesty
my health
coffee
my new music on my MP3 player (thank you Jennifer)
music
smiles
happiness
the power to change your mood
rainbows

Happy happy happy!!

All I can say is that I am so happy. Things with Gavin are looking up and he is currently having a blast with his cousin Justin who is going to sleep over tonight. Zachary is here watching Garfield with me and Makenna is getting ready for bed. I love hearing the kids laughing and playing.

Erika is at my store while the crazy 5-midnight crop is going on. They are enjoying wings, sloppy joes, apple pie and lots of other goodies!! Looked yummy when I was there. And Mesha's homemade salsa was sooo delicious! I had to try it before I left. I love my customers, their creativity, their loyalty and their awesome positive spirits!

Erika and I had a blast with our store meeting today, poolside. Makenna and Allison played forever in the pool. I got a nice sun burn. Day was soooo good! I actually started out breaking my mile run record this morning at the gym. I ran one mile in 7.33. The fastest I have ever run was 7.54. YAY! I was able to pound out 4.5 miles in 35 minutes...that includes the cool down. Must say I impressed myself. (And, Heather.. she was making faces at me saying I was so focused that I needed to smile.) Believe me, I was smiling all day!

My mom and I have been having lots of heart to heart chats. She mentioned how proud she is of me for standing my ground with Gavin and not giving into his selfishness. I know he will outgrow this. Hopefully it will be soon. I love how close my mom and I have gotten. She is one of my best friends. Well, I am headed to my baby's. We are going to enjoy some ice cream out by the fire on the deck under the stars.

What I am thankful for today:
ice cream
my cousins
my kids
Zachary
my pets
Erika
the store
my customers
the sunshiine
meetings by the pool
my dreams coming true
my new high tech cell phone
my family
breaking my running record
music
my health
laughter
the classes I am teaching in July
friendships
love
Shawn my best friend in the world!!
both Heathers
Jennifer G
my sister-in-law
my niece doing such a great job at her graduation
m upcoming career addition
food
ice water
coffee
the gym
imspiration
hope
my life
the chance to change anything we want, do anything we want, and be anything we want to be

So Much To Say

Sitting here watching Fabulous Cakes with the kids, it amazes me that they can pretty much make anything a cake. Gavin actually mentioned that he would love to design these cakes someday. Future Cake Boss? Guess we will see.

My thing for today was to change my workout routine a bit. I also devoured Chips Ahoy cookies with milk, with the kids.I have not done that in years! I guess watching TV with the kids is a new thing for me too. Normally we are listening to music. I also left on Extreme Couponing only to see Jeremy actually salivate...LOL! We all know how he is with sales. So I guess I did a few different things today...LOL!

My friend Annie met me at my store today. I got to see Abby who was only a few months old when I saw her last. Now she is 1. I love Annie. She is one of my favorite people. Her daughter just laughs and laughs, she is the sweetest thing!

I just signed up myself for being in charge of our VBS crafts. I am looking forward to it again this year. I think my niece and nephew will be joining my kids this year.


This Friday our Memorial Picnic Crop from 5-midnight is full again!! So excited. And Memory Lane is closing as of July. Sally told me that she was there this past weekend and people were actually talking about my store!! WHOOO HOOOO! She heard them say how awesome our crops are. Guess we are doing something right! See what happens when you turn your passion into your hobby? Now I am still trying to find info on Life Coaching. I cannot wait for the venture to start. I will be patient though since I know it will happen when the time is right.

At church yesterday Pastor asked us if we have ever done a maze before or even walked through a maze. She said our lives are very much like going through a maze. We hit road blocks and have to make a decision on which way to go. If you find a $20 bill, are you going to keep it or try to find the person who lost it? If you borrow someone's stuff, will you keep it or return it? Will you steal, or won't you? Will you choose to stay faithful in a committed relationship or not? Will you choose to be happy or angry? She said that we will make the right choice if we are allowing God to guide us. Are you listening to Him? Are you choosing the right path? So glad that God is the center of my world. He has not lead me wrong, once.

Tomorrow night is the live final episode of Biggest Loser. Can't wait to see my baby and watch it with him. Heading to bed early tonight, missing my Googly Bear. But I am thankful for the time I get to spend with him.

Today I am thankful for:
the wonderful time at the zoo this past Saturday
listening to the thunder outside
my friends
my family
my pets
my kids
Shawn
the time we get together
church
ice water
coffee
inspiration
creativity
house full of groceries and clean laundry
my neighbors
happiness
goals
dreams
moments with my besties
summer on the way
scrapbooking
full classes
new teachers
Sally starting to teach again....YAY!!
VBS
new clothes
music
being able to work out 5 times a week!
Zumba
love love love

A Scrappy and Peaceful Day

Today I thought I was stuck at home with Makenna not being able to venture out because our car seat was left in Jeremy's car. Then I get a text message from Jennifer G who wants to know if I am up for some craftiness. YES!!!!!!!!! She brought Jess over today to play with Makenna as her an I engaged in our HIS Challenge for June. So glad I was able to find that picture of my dad and I at my wedding. Having Jennifer here made the rainy dreary day a very sunny productive one.

When she left I managed to whip out my submission for the Scrapping the Music Challenge. I love the pictures from Mother's Day and the lyrics to the song were amazing. Here is what I came up with.....

After a good night with the family at Clara and Bryce's K-Kids Graduation, I was able to spend some quality time with Shawn. Ghost Adventures was on all evening which always is a good thing. I felt like I haven't seen him in forever and it has only been two days. I thank God for his patience and understanding with my current situation. We make the best of the time we have together. So glad he loves me enough to wait.

It was a good day. And, I am so thankful that I manage to get to spend so much time with my family and my children. I am enjoying my scrappy time since it isn't often I get to have any....especially with friends. Tomorrow will be a good day too. Erika and I are headed to the Scrapbooking Expo in New Jersey. Then when we get back my children and I are going to the zoo with some family members. I am so excited.

What I am thankful for today:
time
friends
money
laughter
being in the arms of my baby
my children
love
blue skies
being drama mama free
Diane....always making sure I am ok
challenges
scrapbooking
the zoo
animals
my pets
coffee
butter pecan ice cream
memories of my childhood
the gym
my parents
my gardens
my store
Erika
Jennifer G
Jamie
my health
the health of my loved ones
peace
serenity

Good Bye Energy Vampires!

Good Morning World! I may be a little out of it today due to too much sleep....can't believe I fell asleep before 11pm! My body is not used to it. Today, I am going to bask in the feeling of happiness. I will concentrate on the things I am thankful for. I am going to stay away from the "Energy Vampires" so Robin calls them, the negative people who try their hardest to come off as positive (although deep in their souls they are miserable). The ones who suck us dry of our energy with their neediness. They tend to latch on to positive people in hopes that we can fix them. They seem to dwell in their past and blame their present situation is due to their past experiences. Well we all know that as adults we can change anything. Change your feelings about a situation, get over the haunting bad memories, and move on. Thankfully I have gotten rid of my "Energy Vampires." Throughout my life, there has been many. My personality of 'care taker' just wants to make everyone happy. With energy vampires, it doesn't work. Although they are not a prominent part of my life, they still seem to creep up, even in the most positive of places. And you know what, that is totally fine. My hopes for them is that they are truly healed from within and continue to surround themselves with only positive. I pray for them. I also pray that God keeps them away from me. I am such a better person without them. The weight of their negative anchor just makes it harder for me to live a happy, more fulfilling life. So while they may think it is my loss....they are so right. And, I would not want it any other way. I had to lose the energy vampires!

Today I am so thankful for so many things but I will narrow it down:
my kids
Gavin having a great morning so far
tonight
the sun (which just peeked through the clouds)
rainbows
coffee
my new job
love
Shawn
Jeremy
my parents
my kitties
smiles
positive people
love
laughter
scrapbooking
my store
Jamie (please pray for her)
God
church
youth
a great day today!
money
candles
the gym
flowers
the rain
my sneakers
my bed

What One Hour of Zumba Can Do.

I woke up very blue but now I feel like an entire rainbow. I was looking a little gray around dinner time, but that has changed. Despite how tired I was and how miserable I felt this morning, I went to Zumba with Jennifer. I know that the slightest thing can change our mood. Once that music starts playing, I just want to dance. Instantly I felt better. I love it. And Ginny the instructor is so awesome!

I have been posting my latest projects in some scrapbooking groups on facebook and everyone loves my work. In fact I had to email 5 people directions on the one project because it was such a hit. It has totally built up my self confidence when it comes to paper crafting. I am finding that everyone has paper they just do not know what to do with it. Hopefully I can help them with ideas as I branch out and try new things myself. Erika just purchased CuttleBug die cuts for the store off of one of the groups for a really cheap rate.. The groups are a great idea!

So, you may be wondering what my new thing for today was. Well, I totally went way out of my box today. Ernie, a member at the gym has been on me for weeks about how I would make more money cleaning somewhere other than the gym. However, I was taking into consideration my kids, free gym membership and helping out a best friend. Today Jennifer and I followed Ernie about a mile from the gym. His brother works for a synagogue where they are looking for a new cleaner. What do I have to lose, right? After talking with the secretary and the Rabbi I realized that this could totally work. Not to mention that when I walked in the place there was a flag with a rainbow on it answering my question of whether or not this is where I should really be. It turns out that I can work whenever I want, And the pay is $3.25 more an hour than I am making now. I can still work at the gym too!! YAY!!!!! I was hired on the spot. And, I do not have to do the intense cleaning like I do at the gym. I will start in the beginning of June.  I am so blessed to have to only work two days a week and be able to spend the rest of it with the kids. And, I will now be able to spend more time on the weekends with my kids thanks to the girls at my store. Things are looking up!!

I have been looking into H&M online. They have the cheapest bathing suits! And I am getting a bikini! I totally deserve it. Shawn calls me his Smoopy Poo with the wash board abs. While I'd like to believe that was true, he is just being nice. But I am working on it!! Yes, we watched Monsters Inc the other night, hence the nick name....LOL! He is so sweet.

Well, I am taking my good mood to bed with me. Makenna's last day of school is tomorrow. I cannot believe it! I am so proud of her. I cannot wait for her adventure to kindergarten. I know she is totally excited about it. Good night friends!
What I am thankful for today:
my life coming together
Erika
Gavin finally playing video games with Jeremy
sleep
Makenna my sunshine!
Diane being the bestest neighbor ever
Jennifer going to Zumba with me today
the HUGE hug from Jessi
prayers
confidence
money
my pets
Shawn my googly bear
quality time
the blooming flowers
all my friends making sure I am ok
my store which is booming!
all the positive feedback from my store's survey
facebook
laughter
smiles
the power to change your mood
God
serenity
birthday dinner with mom tomorrow night
Makenna's end of school program tomorrow night
Shani and Jane
VBS coming soon!
the gym
new bikinis!!
loving myself inside and out
each breath I take